A Revelation that came to me on 11-29-2018.
I was praying in the early morning, and felt a huge smile in the heavens. I often feel the smile when praying as a group with my children, but this morning it felt particularly close and familiar. By familiar, I mean I believe we all were very close with Yashua (Jesus) as children, that all children are literally within his arms. So this familiar, loving feeling really touched my heart.
It came to me that God (Yah) IS literally 100%, (ALL) and everything here on earth is less than that. Life here on earth may be, for example, 30%, 49.6785%, or 82.3456%. Meaning, the total sum of everything we could ever want, think about, all the good stuff, and even the bad, is all wrapped up in God. That everything we strive for is really God in disguise. That all of our hopes and dreams and wishes are really God in a hidden form.
When we focus solely on Yah, the statement that by first seeking the kingdom of heaven in all things, they’ll be added, becomes actual and real.
“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.” Matthew 6:33
Once we see the hundred percent, anything less than that is automatically granted to us. We must therefore seek only Yah. Go straight to the source. Eliminate the middleman and anything in between us and God. Deny ourselves. By doing so, we die to the flesh desires. By denying ourselves, we are seeking the hundred percent, because we are throwing away anything lesser.
It’s not as hard as it seems. The sacrifice is not in actuality losing or giving up anything, but in gaining everything. It is our minds and the lies from hell that make us think that by giving something up we are losing. No, we are actually winning! To win, we must (seemingly) lose what is not God. And everything in the world is of God, but it is not God. It is a percentage of God, but not the totality. The totality we can only reach through Yashua (Jesus), which is love. Yah’s HEART came into the flesh as a human. Therefore, if we increase our love by seeking God only, we will find God. We cannot find God in the world, because the world does not know love. The world may know of love, and the world may know some form of love, but the world does not know the totality of love, which is the Messiah.
“He was in the world, and the world was made through Him, and the world did not know Him.” John 1:10
And this love in the form of a personality, Yashua, it’s on His way back, now! It can no longer be separated from its creation. His love is so strong that he is giving the world time to repent to come to Him because He wants as many as possible within his arms. He does not seek to leave anyone behind.
It is our unconscious choices, through sin, through indulging in the flesh, that take us away from our Source. Repenting is turning around, denying ourselves, and walking in faith towards the light, that eternal sunshine, that big smile in the sky. It is not enough to seek love, we must actually aim to BECOME love. I pray that we all walk in love, and get there together.
Another way to look at this is that God is PERFECTION. And this fallen world is far from it. Perfection is ALL, or 100%. This world is lesser, and so it is NOT 100%. But God wants us to be holy like She is, to melt into her lovingkindness, and to become part of her, not live in a separate false identity like the world teaches us. Yah is the ONLY true being, eternal and timeless. Being an “individual” is to live in sin. Being “all that we can be” is only possible by dying to this false self and taking refuge in the All. The teachings of this world are so much at odds with the Truth of Yah’s reality!
God GAVE 100%
When Yah came to earth in the form of Yahshua, he died an EXCRUCIATING death. Think deeply about this. He could’ve died quickly. But no. He was tortured, spit upon, beaten, mocked, and hung on a tree to be ridiculed. (The cross is a pagan symbol. My understanding is that at that time, those to be crucified carried a long piece of wood that was then hung sideways on a tree – with their arms nailed to it.) And he STILL forgave his tormentors. Think deep about that too. Our King showed kindness in the face of extreme adversity. And he has ALL POWER. He gave ALL of himself, and in return, we should too!
“And we are witnesses of all things which He did both in the land of the Jews and in Jerusalem, whom they killed by hanging on a tree.” Acts 10:39
God Wants 100%
As a born-again believer with spiritual eyes open we begin to see that this world is truly run by the devil.
“And you He made alive, who were dead in trespasses and sins, in which you once walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others.” Ephesians 2:1-3
But this is only because Yah gave him that power and control. It is a test, yes, only a test. To see which side we will choose. “…choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve…” Joshua 24:15
There is no gray area. It is extremely black and white. And by default, as we were born into sin, we will lose if we do not repent and become born again.
We must choose God or the world. We cannot play games and pretend to choose Yah yet still be in the world.
“Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.” 1 John 2:15
This choice may seem difficult when one is still in the world and controlled by its desires. However when one is spirit filled and born-again into the spirit of light, it becomes easy, because the world and its ways no longer attract us. There is nothing in this dark, dismal, evil world that makes us want to partake in its unsatisfying activities.
Therefore, the born-again believer no longer cares about vanity, fashion, jewelry, worldly entertainment, or anything that the world produces. It simply cannot satisfy us, as we are kingdom dwellers, citizens of another land that the world cannot compare to in any way.
“If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.” John 15:19
True Christians are SUPERNATURAL beings. The ways of the world cannot impact them. They see miracles, and can do miraculous things. This is as true today as it has always been. Mainstream media won’t cover these stories because it doesn’t fit its agenda. But there are numerous reports today of miraculous things that happen to Christians, such as bullets supernaturally deflecting, miraculous and spontaneous healings, provisions such as food and money coming out of the air, accidents supernaturally blocked, etc.
“Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you. Nevertheless do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rather rejoice because your names are written in heaven.” Luke 10:19-20
“And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; they will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.” Mark 16:17-18
Some of us can remember when we were in heaven or paradise. This memory has been removed purposely, so we can live here on earth and make decisions in line with FAITH, which we need to please Yah.
“But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.” Hebrews 11:6
I don’t have all the answers, and I never will. But what I do know for certain, is Yah wants ALL of us, and that by offering our bodies and minds as living sacrifices, not only do we please Her, but we become truly blessed.
~Siona
“I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.
For I say, through the grace given to me, to everyone who is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think soberly, as God has dealt to each one a measure of faith. …”
Romans 12:1-3
